Sober

I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Ah, the sun is blinding / I stayed up again
Oh, I am finding / That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me / But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're my protection / But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence
The quiet scares me cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
Cause I won't remember, save your breath cause what's the use?

Ah, the night is calling / And it whispers to me softly, "Come and play"
But I, I am falling / And if I let myself go I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me / But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection / But how do I feel this good sober?

Coming down, comin down, coming down / Spinning round, spinning round, spinning round
I'm looking for myself, sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good til it goes bad
Til you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have heard myself cry 'never again'
Broken down in agony, just trying find a friend, oh, oh

I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain inside, you're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

-Pink